Forever...

A month flew by... I was on my way to Tangkak, Johor right now, back then.

That was an unexpected trip, why do I call it 'unexpected'? Because no one could expect somebody as in my shoes to head for that 'third class choice'.

But somehow I still went on.

And secretly, I should have known what keeps me down here.

Time is really out of my control since 2011......

Everything seems different- there're changes everyday, everywhere that I just gotta accept them as a fact.

I couldn't fathom...... I'm still being trapped down my memory lane.

Ah...... why are you unsatisfied still? Isn't that getting such treats that you do not deserve... should be able to keep you grateful forever?

I never deny... it'll cause me too heartsick to deny...

But how shall I describe... the sin.

From the moment I chose to go on this forbidden path... I should have been meticulous enough to drive myself balanced...

But I fell too deep... and sick...

Regrets? They'd be if I never met you in my life.

Years have passed by... My heart, my faith and I myself am still the same-

I never set my eyes on others as long as time is still flowing silently...

You might forget me one day but my promise will keep you in my heart and mind always...

For this is a promise I've made since time memorial, it'll accompany me until the end...

半年……

弹指瞬间……半年翩翩而过。
这是平淡无华的一年……
没有你我之间层出不穷的趣事、不再闹哄哄地上课、少了日复一日不停“折磨”我们的功课和考试。
还是不怎么习惯……尤其是回溯“尘封已久”的记忆之时。
是不想去扰乱那清澈沉静的灵魂……
我不愿让过多世俗的牵挂及奢想玷污了这种种最唯美的回忆，
故不断地在过去与现在之间徘徊……
选择性地遗忘……记起……又遗忘……又记起……

在2011年里唯一让我感到喜悦的转变应该就是“人与人之间的相遇”了吧？
从虚无的网络世界……到JPA面试……再来最近刚刚逃离的KMJ，还真结交了不少来自五湖四海的兄弟^^
(水浒传色彩好浓……但愿能越来越有英雄气概……）
提起那个人间炼狱……走了地狱一回，对人生真的还有了另一番新的体会。
在那儿虽然身为少数分子，但在万人之中却受到“不符身份”的爱戴与招待。
不管是什么族群……总有好人与坏人。
我从来都不相信凭单一界线划分全人类的狭隘说法。
总而言之，那里的人都很友善，虽然凡事总会有例外，但大体上来说，他们还真的些许感动了我。
食物方面也算顶级的了（去除价钱算法的因素后）……
宿舍？还OK咯……总不能要求有酒店的水准吧……
但说到校规和教育系统！！！它们就是直接引爆本人大脑神经的地雷，因此我才会收拾包袱飞回居林……
（欲知更多详情可直接向本人查询XD）

怎么说都好……我还是在那儿待了两个星期……
这段时间说长不长说短也不短……竟然能够认识了一大班人呀~
而且不是全都是点头之交，有些的感觉上比和我同班了五年的人还FRIEND……真是奇怪……
但本人终究是个过客……
从一开始我就不像是属于那里的人……或许是心理上已经有了种“后路就在你脚下”的自我意识催眠吧。
和那里要说有缘又不像是……
是啊……我走了之后又有什么分别呢？
不多不少不增不减——宛如悄悄停下脚步歇息之后又擦肩而过。
过客，真的是过客。
应该不曾在那里留下任何的回忆……但这样很不正常，也很无情。
大家都还好吧？谁还记得曾经有过这个我？
或许只有那不停的脚步……