14 April 2011 tentulah bukan hari yang dinanti-nantikan......
Temu duga JPA di USM Penang...
Susah nak komen... saya pun tak tau apa yang patut saya cakap...
Cuma berpendapat bahawa... segala-galanya sudah pun ditentukan, tak kira apa jua tetap akan saya terima dengan reda.
Sudah suratan...... biar apa-apa pun terjadi, tetap saya gembira.
Kenapa nak susah hati atas sesuatu yang ditakdirkan bukan kepunyaan kamu...
Kadang-kala saya rasa bahawa adalah lebih baik sekiranya saya cuma mampu memperoleh tawaran JPA dalam negara...
Maka dapatlah saya menumpukan perhatian terhadap cara kehidupan yang telah lama dipraktikkan dan usah risau akan segala perubahan yang akan melanda tatacara hidup apabila pergi ke luar negara nanti bagi sesuatu tempoh yang agak panjang.
Keberatan juga untuk "mengetepikan" dua bahasa yang telah lama dipelajari... tentulah BI menjadi bahasa utama semasa berada di perantauan.
Mungkinkah suatu hari nanti, setelah kembali ke tanah air ini, saya menggagap apabila bertutur kata dalam BC atau BM?
Seolah-olah manusia tanpa jiwa nurani......
Cuma mampu mengekalkan penguasaan bahasa saya tanpa berhenti dalam kehidupan seharian... yakni usaha yang tengah lakukan ini (salah satunya).
Entahlah... mana haluan diri ini pada hari muka...... memang berharaplah masih berada di sekolah......
12.4.11
7.4.11
Ultimate Stupidity
Never underestimate the stupidity of idiots......
The most prosaic yet offensive words struck my heart so deeply at the moment they came into my sight.
My blood pressure rose like the lava that was about to erupt from the most scorching hot volcano in this world.
It turned out that the unruly mob were straining their every nerve and sinew to slander one of the most honourable men I've ever met, oh and I have to apologise for my incapability to use a word (honourable is actually not so suitable for his character) which can sum him up in the best and most suitable way.
The main character seemed yet to realise his own fault and he had already started to muster all the forces he could ever get, in order to "overthrow the tyrant who had been tormenting souls and trampling on human rights".
WOW!!! What a noble battle!!! What an honourable revolution!!!
I've never witnessed any desire of change as meaningful as this since The French Revolution 1789.
For the next moment I was about to cry... tears of anger.
Being the most ignorant morons in this universe they're too, too innocent to think that their noble passion is enough to drive them on their pilgrimage.
I just hope that they aren't going to compare themselves with the all-time great leaders like Mathama Gandhi, Martin Luther King or any other icon which sounds way too civilised for the barbarians like them.
And if they really come to do that...... I wonder if I'll die of ceaseless laughing or vomiting?
This revolting piece of story hasn't got off my mind since yesterday......
And I think it's going to stay in my mind forever until those mob finally receive the nemesis that they deserve from God.
A little quote of the day, "A mob is the scum that rises upmost when the nation boils".
And for such scum, they do not deserve even a place known as hell.
I personally think that they should better stay forever in their own stupidity, the ultimate stupidity of numbers, for one day in the very near future, they're all going to meet their own demise and bid farewell to our civilisation.
The most prosaic yet offensive words struck my heart so deeply at the moment they came into my sight.
My blood pressure rose like the lava that was about to erupt from the most scorching hot volcano in this world.
It turned out that the unruly mob were straining their every nerve and sinew to slander one of the most honourable men I've ever met, oh and I have to apologise for my incapability to use a word (honourable is actually not so suitable for his character) which can sum him up in the best and most suitable way.
The main character seemed yet to realise his own fault and he had already started to muster all the forces he could ever get, in order to "overthrow the tyrant who had been tormenting souls and trampling on human rights".
WOW!!! What a noble battle!!! What an honourable revolution!!!
I've never witnessed any desire of change as meaningful as this since The French Revolution 1789.
For the next moment I was about to cry... tears of anger.
Being the most ignorant morons in this universe they're too, too innocent to think that their noble passion is enough to drive them on their pilgrimage.
I just hope that they aren't going to compare themselves with the all-time great leaders like Mathama Gandhi, Martin Luther King or any other icon which sounds way too civilised for the barbarians like them.
And if they really come to do that...... I wonder if I'll die of ceaseless laughing or vomiting?
This revolting piece of story hasn't got off my mind since yesterday......
And I think it's going to stay in my mind forever until those mob finally receive the nemesis that they deserve from God.
A little quote of the day, "A mob is the scum that rises upmost when the nation boils".
And for such scum, they do not deserve even a place known as hell.
I personally think that they should better stay forever in their own stupidity, the ultimate stupidity of numbers, for one day in the very near future, they're all going to meet their own demise and bid farewell to our civilisation.
5.4.11
Story Never Ends......
原来真的过了好久好久......
已经近一个月没有写些什么的了，实在不想重蹈覆辙，又再荒废这个BLOG......
原来上一次把心情记录下来，是那么久的事了......
这段时间不长却也不短，发生的事情不大却也不小——
至少它们在我心中，所占的位置是十分地重要吧......
不由自主地泪就开始想缓缓流下，种种回忆也不断地涌现。
与你有关的一切一切，我都牢牢地记住了，记忆清晰得仿佛我还是身处那生命中最美好的年华，不曾离你而去。
那是多么地刻骨铭心呀...我想不会有谁了解，但其实也没这个必要。
之前我可是比现在更悲伤忧愁千万倍呢，
以为你的篇章就要从此划下句号。
时间就这样慢慢地溜走......
它虽带走了我永远回不去的昨天，却同时施予我心灵最大的安慰。
我就知道...我很久很久以前就知道......
你不是那种任由时光抹去回忆的人...
真的很高兴又感动得不能自已...我何德何能得以享有这种幸福......
即使只是久久...久久一次的“别来无恙？”，
还是那仿佛跨越几个世纪的一面容颜，
我都小心翼翼地收藏在心底最深处，不会有谁知道，也不会有消逝的那一天。
在时光流逝的错觉前，我真的曾经以为你会就此成为我生命里最美好的一抹魅影。
可原来我是那么地有能耐...
在不知不觉中我的意愿原来已是那么地坚不可摧...
我牵挂的这道风景原来已是如此不可磨灭。
不求什么，也不应要求什么......
即使在很久很久以后，即使记忆真的被残酷的时光摧残得不可辨认，只希望你想起我的时候，脸上可以掠过那么一丝的微笑。
就这样直到永远吧......
7.3.11
Impromptu Murmur
Tragedy we are, who always believe in rumour-mongers.
Result will only be released on 23rd...
What kind of mixed feeling is this?
I'm actually kinda happy!!! But of course along with worries and anxiety.
So the delayed announcement indicates the prolongation of my relaxing days,
still 2 more weeks to be totally laid-back,
and after that, perhaps things are going to become normal again.
No more routine checking for FB updates right after bathing every morning...
No more historical books, novels, newspapers or any reading anytime as I wish so...
No more late-night online chatting and exploration of interesting stuff...
It's like a dream...... because it probably comes only once into my life,
the invaluable transitional period to really ponder on life,
in an extraordinary way.
For the next time it happens to come again... perhaps after retirement?
Ah and I doubt if I ever have the chance to do so as according to some of the greatest prophecies, every human being on Earth, will be at world's end by the end of 2012.
So I'm only 19 by that time, hmmmmmm what a pity...
EURO would have just called its prettiest end in Poland & Ukraine,
and Brazil would stamp in anger for burning $11++ billions on its national religion.
What a bad habit to always inadvertently murmur...
I think it's because such chances would decrease drastically after receiving my final judgement...
Am I afraid? I am... I am not...
In my prayers I beseech God to give me strength to pull through this...
I just wanna live out my own way... at least I don't think my will would lead me to the demise.
Result will only be released on 23rd...
What kind of mixed feeling is this?
I'm actually kinda happy!!! But of course along with worries and anxiety.
So the delayed announcement indicates the prolongation of my relaxing days,
still 2 more weeks to be totally laid-back,
and after that, perhaps things are going to become normal again.
No more routine checking for FB updates right after bathing every morning...
No more historical books, novels, newspapers or any reading anytime as I wish so...
No more late-night online chatting and exploration of interesting stuff...
It's like a dream...... because it probably comes only once into my life,
the invaluable transitional period to really ponder on life,
in an extraordinary way.
For the next time it happens to come again... perhaps after retirement?
Ah and I doubt if I ever have the chance to do so as according to some of the greatest prophecies, every human being on Earth, will be at world's end by the end of 2012.
So I'm only 19 by that time, hmmmmmm what a pity...
EURO would have just called its prettiest end in Poland & Ukraine,
and Brazil would stamp in anger for burning $11++ billions on its national religion.
What a bad habit to always inadvertently murmur...
I think it's because such chances would decrease drastically after receiving my final judgement...
Am I afraid? I am... I am not...
In my prayers I beseech God to give me strength to pull through this...
I just wanna live out my own way... at least I don't think my will would lead me to the demise.
3.3.11
I Miss You
Since when... you're not here to stay?
Oh my... how time does fly...
You're everywhere down my memory lane...
But I can't see you every day, every second,
so I chose my heart as a place to keep you safe.
I never forget that special name,
how could I get you out of my mind?
But I'm not allowed to go on this way...
For this is the sin which'll always remain forbidden,
so I tried to erase you slowly from my life.
Ah! And there you came...
Without any omen for the presence.
I could hardly believe my ears during that moment.
It's you! It's you!
I know... I always know...
You're always there...
Ah... even loving you costs me a death...
Let it be...... it's just death...
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